Chemical Lochaa???!!!

There was light and light everywhere as I walked the fairies greeted me with a smile. It was very pleasant but something was striking really hard “Boss this is not happening! Yeh apun kaha arella hai??!” as I walked my royal foot on the beautiful rose petals with soft and smoothening music at the background…I reached my throne. Wait a min throne??? What’s happening I thought! I made myself seated on the throne and tried hard to look comfortable. Too much comfort was scaring the hell out of me!

And there walked an old man with big white beard, love filled in his glowing eyes…with a gentle smile and a MAJESTIC walk! He came and seated himself next to me. As the angel walked away…I bent to him and said “good job Mamu…acha walk kiya thu! Apun tho pull darr gaya…yeh ho kya raha hai?” and the man just kept staring at me still smiling. Confused I went a little closer and said “ ahem…apko hindi nahi athi?? You walk good…look good…talk I don’t know…I first time walk! What drama happening here??” the man now began to laugh! I said “Mamu inglis bhi nahi athi kya?”

The man still staring into my eyes...

The man still staring into my eyes clicked his fingers…and lo!!! We were in the middle of a forest!! Fresh green trees, warm and cushiony grass, silent trimmer to the scene was a beautiful lake! Birds chirping, light breeze, clear sky, romantic fragrance! Hmmm is this what we call heaven!

I jerked back looked at the man and said “apun marr gaya kya? Thu god hai kya? Aila…bapu aur ma ko kuch bataya nahi yaar…circuit ki tho fatt gayi hogi!!” ufff no change again in the Man’s expression…here u go with my inliss again! “Oye Mamu…you God? You giving me ticket?? But why??”

The Old Man: “Munna look around you. For a minute assume I give you chance to become Me (God).

Munna “offer tho tiik hai, lekin isase tere ko kya faida?”

GOD: Now tell me are you happy with what’s happening? I am on a mission and my children were my army. Now the army is dispersing in different directions and doing what they want and not what I want. What would you do.

Munna: “Rakake khaan ke neeche do bajane ka…sab apne aap line pe ajayenga”

God: “I could do that long time back…but you are all my children. Here…I will tell u a small story. A monkey lived happily with its children on big banyan tree inside a temple. The people in the village offered the monkey with food everyday. There was one naughty baby monkey which troubled and scared ppl of the village and the other was a good child. The mother tried to teach the naughty baby many times but failed. One fine day there was a huge Flood that hit the village! The mother had to hold both the babies and swim for long. Soon the mother realized she had to make the toughest choice ever a mother could make. She had to choose one among her babies. She looked into their eyes…they were both panicking and were holding on tight to their mom hoping mom will take them soon to a safe place. Tears filled in her eyes she picked up the naughty one…oh no!! the child knew it. It pleaded and said “Mom…no…let me live!” Mom with tears gave it a loving kiss and let it loose and stood for minute and watched the her own baby struggle to live...he kicked really hard but finally gave up and begun to drown. Not able to witness this cruel scene any more...her heart piercing she held the other baby and began to swim again…Yes!! It was horrible what happened to the baby that drowned but the mother had no choice. It was AWEFUL what happened to the mother...

God turned to Munna and said “what did you get from the story?”
Munna crying: “Baap hota tho dono bacha log bach jaate na??”

God: let me talk in your tongue now “Story apun bol raha hai ki thu??”
God graced a step closer to Munna…Munna took a step back and said “thu”

God graced another step closer “mere story mein tera character kaiku gussata hai? Seeda seeda answer dene ka nahi tho tapka Dalega” Munna took another step back still crying and said…“Sambaal! Tapke huye ko kitni baar tapkayega…ek tho tapkayo fir sad story…aur muft mein bache ko marr diya…upar se…” God starred at Munna and he knew it was a “enough is enough look”…

God continued: “Munna it’s the time of crisis now…and I have to make a choice among my children. Its very painful to let go of your child. Now you will take this message of mine to the world. Ppl laugh at you and learn from you. I want to save my pearls…and you will help me in converting more of my children in to pearls.

Munna: Woh Kaise??

God instructed Munna to kneel down in front of him in front him and blessed him as Munna was going to bliss he heard last God say “Chemical Locha Praptirastu”…
Thuddddddddd!! Lo!! I woke up with a strike…I looked around I was safe on my bed….in my ROOM!! Arreyyy!! I am alive??!! And there was standing Bapu ji! And this time it was not just Bapu, at times there was Swamy Vivekananda, Lord Rama :O, Sai Baba, Bhaghat Singh, Mother Theresa!

“Baap re iss barr tho apun ki Watt lagne wali hai! Bole tum log jaldi se sari lessons ratt marane ka. Mera tho kaam sirf yeh Chemical locha sab ko de dalne ka! Fir dekna…ek gaal pe marne wala hii nahi hoga dusra gaal dikhane kha mauka heech nahi milega!!”

It’s true Munna! Chemical Locha in even 50% of our minds and the world will be a better place to live in! There will be no crisis time at all and our Divine Mother will have a much easier choice to make. Are you guys telling me “Looking London and talking Tokyo?” ya ya I know I know!! Will make it up….arrey bidu apun ko abhi tak God se milne ka chance nahi mila na!! ;)

Love All,

Ashu ;)

Take Me Back Home

Circle exists no more without a center!
Life exists no more without Death!

So it happened to me too! Dried up grass raise no more...he drenched me and nourished me to love him...only to realize he wants me no more and set me on fire to end it all. I was willing to burn of course i had no choice but to! no ouch no oopss...i was in perfect agreement with the fire! When the one who gives birth rejects to adopt the abandoned remains ABANDONED even in between the Ocean of love and relations.

It was a miracle and only a miracle could ever save...and it did happen...the rain showered and showered...healed the grass...held the grass close its heart and said, " I love you, I need you...i can bring down the heaven and all angels there to save you..." Absolutely silent the grass realized it just heard what it wanted to hear all this while. Scared of death again hesitantly i raised one foot closer in agreement and Lo!! he grabbed me into his arms held me tight and said, "what made you leave me? I waited hoping u wud return and so did you!! I am so glad you are all mine now"!

Dead Brown to Fresh Green...Dark and scary to safe and Light...the grass swayed loud to the world and said I forgive you!! Though u burnt me you returned my true love! I know Death close, I love it too!

Thx to ur love and spiritual excitement...you kept me alive for a better purpose! I feel Chosen I feel a delight! This time i offer again in complete sereneness and there is no fear! I lost all that i had. All i have now is wat u gave me...I am willing to burn again but this time in the holy fire of love that u set for me ages back...I am waiting to reach you and for once and for all be all that you want me to be...Take me bak “HOME”!

Love,
Ashu

My Dream Date!

Journey of a Little Heart

How rude can the world be;
on the little hearts who are hardly left with any tears to shed!
He asked me if he could;
The little heart said “with pleasure”!
He sow the seeds and begun to plough,
I knew not from where the joy of this pain came from!
I couldn’t but just surrender in deep fertile.
I stood the storms and bared the heat.

I led myself in the unknown way…deep into dark into the streets.
From my nest I flew to view,
The Dream World that exist no more
U took me by hand led me away, apart, far and out of sight!
Blind folded I dint realize the mist between
I saw the white but it was in between the black
Spot turned into hole. Learnt I that had no way out.
Falling down was obvious as the fold told me the tale behind.

Deep despair dwelled within…I knew not what I would do without you
Like savior of all…u swept me off…
Into the light into the warmth…
U gave me life u gave me this song,
And when u say, its not just to me but to all
Understands my heart in deep silence,
Hears ur breath and the unsung lull
Fears flew miles away darkness knew no way
Sweet Home we lived in never ended, its realms spread far away
Lovely flowers healthy light made our day and there was no night
More to receive was here on my way!

Miracles happen once in a while…just like the broken mirror was my heart
Joined in love they breathed again.
New life, new breath, everywhere!

Sometimes hard to believe the visible…but the unseen does more than u want
Believe in me and see the miracles,
Twist ur sword and sway in the wind!
U will know u were not alone.
He watched us all the way…every turn every road.
He waited for us to stretch our arms so that he could give us all he had
Dreams and realty switch their role…
I knew not where I came from but knew where to go.
Savior of earth and my little heart,
Which cries no more, but consoles all!

- Ash

Call Me Soon Honey!!

रात कटी इन्तेज़ार में आपके कॉल के!
माशा अल्ला जुट बोलना तो कोई सीके आपसे!!

माना वादे बनते तोड़ने के लिए!
अजी दील भी तो बनते है जोड़ने के लिए!

सपने बुने कुछ नई कहानी,
अब तो कटेगी इसी में जवानी!

वो इन्तेज़ार के लम्हे वापस कर जाइए,
हो सके तो ज़रा न्यानो से न्यन लड़ा जाइए!

कसम इस जवानी की दीवाना बना देंगे हम!
इस परियो के महफ़िल मे हम भी कुछ कम नही सनम!
शमाओ का तो क्या... वो तो जल जाएँगे!
रात को और हसीन कर जाएँगे!
आप भी क्या याद करोगे...
अदाओ पे हुमारी लखो मार जाएँगे!!

आईना तरसती है हम्री झलक की चाह मे!
हवा नाचती है हमारी धड़कन की राग मे!!

जब ऐसी मची है धूम हमारे हुस्न के
आप नही तो सही...कोई तो कॉल करेगा आदि रात मे!!!


अश्विनी

"Love"the

Shayaron ki kya kammi hai, hum se hi puchalo, jab bhi dil milte hai banta hai ashiq...tik usi tarah jab dil tuttha hai tho bantha hai shayar

Soul Mate!!

It was early in the morning, when my alarm rang…lazy to even open my eyes I forced myself out of the bed…still yawning I put on my shoes and set on the road…every step hoping the next one will make me up completely.

Used to the routine I turned on my FM…The Host screamed “goooooooooood morniiiiiiiiiiing Bangalore”…Yo!! She did help me wake up! But this was not motivating enough to jog yet…I walked my way with the Host going bla bla and my thoughts running ga ga on 100 topics at a time…"hey birds…Beautiful…” Even before I saw them it said…"that man needs to pull down a lot of weight…why bother about others…” and "LO” it suddenly jumped up and said "I think I should sit here and meditate for a few minutes” ya of course it came up with something new the very next second.

Forcing my steps as I walked my way…suddenly something struck me…"long hair”…bouncing till her knees. WOW!!! My eyes popped out….and heart skipped a beat! Trust me I have never before felt anything like this….this must be an indication from heaven…SOUL MATE...no more laziness... my legs picked up on their own…"forget jogging” it said "run”!! I ran just for a glance of my new found “Soul Mate”! Oooppss she is pretty fast…she took off I don’t know in which direction. Disappointed I returned. Man she did make me run a lot…!!

Following morning, for a change I waited for the alarm to ring…my parents were taken aback as I screamed “byee” and took off…of course I was jogging. Yesss!! There she was at a distance….I told myself “I don’t care u jog or run….fetch her…come on”!! trust me she dint give me a chance to jog….I had to run….well I reached her….my heart was pounding…dunno if it was coz of running or the first look at my soul mate!! I very carefully over took her…I thought “now what? Okkk shoe lace…tighten them…” I bent down and turned back…ok this is it…. “WWWOOOWWW…no no i don't mean she is gorgeous…she has a mustache…wait a minute…its guy…man you made me run!!!! Not once but 2 days” I chuckled and continued to jog and said “Soul Mate” hehehe…!

Gubachi

Lonliness Haunts - The one who loves you a lot gets hurt the most!!

It was a dark…pitch dark…and whatever I thought was the world, and true to the best of my knowledge…I imagined and created the world from I what I heard….sometimes loud and scary…some times soft and lulling and sometimes really melodious….sometimes far off, and sometimes really really close.

As heart wished - I dreamt! Everything was picture perfect…beautiful rose smiling…oh yeah pink and red ones…ma favorite!! J Spider web…with tiny dew drops on them…Soft and cozy cozy teddy bears, breezy days …cuddled in mommy’s loving arms!! Caring Dad & loving Mom…to whom I mean the world…and meant the world to me.

Long awaited...to see my mom…I hear her all time from her warm womb…even when she is asleep I hear her…I know her the best…I hear her Heart beats…I read her through her heart beat…I hear her breath all the time…!!

Finally the day came, when I could open my tiny eyes and look at all that I dreamt of…it was not dream any more…very much true and solid…there she holds me for the first time in her arms…but wait a min she doesn’t look happy…she is crying..!! But why??? Ok I never dreamt of this…wanting to be in her lap…but I am resting next to her totally unattended!! Hmmm I am gonna complain about this to Dad.

Oh here she is talking to me. what‘s she saying?? Its first time ever mom is talking to me and I can’t get a word…greatttt! Ok here we go out together…its cold…the world is much more colorful than I ever imagined…

There I am laid inside a dirty bin…this doesn’t feel good!! Ohh no, she is leaving…to my shock she utters last few words to me and leaves. I watch her as she walks off, still hoping a look back, still hoping she will turn around and come running to grab me in her arms, kiss me all over and say I will never again do that to you. I knew here it all ended. The world now is going to be totally different. Did I do something wrong? Can’t believe my dream is already ending….my heart skipped a beat…I screamed out…in my own language…”mom come back….my heart is calling you….don’t leave me mom” I begged…in the only language I knew. I knew this is it…my struggle has begun. The one you loved the most has decided to ditch you!! And I knew not why!

Even as she cried and hastened her steps away the only thing I knew was, she is not doing any justice. Whatever the reason be, I am not to be punished. Unknown alien world and lie there helpless at the mercy of passer by!

Dark sky…twinkling stars…I am still hoping against hope that she is going to be back. I am an orphan. The lady I trusted the most, I knew the best, has turned me down. The night is never ending….

I stared at the one watching me from high above, and questioned, why? Why? Why? I had much more to ask but no words!! I only said “take me God, I feel rejected. I can’t take any more pain!! I am lonely, take me back into your loving bosom…take me now…the world is cruel…I have no trust now….I have no one now…I need love”.

Today I write this article with only one thing in my head “I really dint deserve to be ditched so badly” Don’t do this…don’t let your beloved down…it dries one completely! All dreams in vain!! One thing I learnt was not to dream, coz they are after all dream and never come true.

Yes of course I also have say that I fell into the dark because of a Mother and raised because of a mother again. But my perception of love has changed. The day I was in her womb everything was true…it took just a day to change the definition. After all this is life is what I hear…is this actually what you call life?

Gubachi