ನಿನಗೆ ಮುಡಿಪು ಈ ಹೂವು

ಮನ ತೊದಲಿತು ಹೊಸದಾಗಿ ಹಳೆ ಹೆಸರೊಂದ 

ತನು ಒದರಿತು ಹಸಿಯಾದ ಆ ಹಳೆ ವಿರಹದ ನೋವಿಂದ 

ಬಳಲಿತು ತನು ಮನವು ಮಿಲನದ ಆಸೆಯಿಂದ 

ಬಯಸಿತು ಬಿಡುಗಡೆ ಈ ಸಂಸಾರ ಧಿಗ್ಬಂದದಿಂದ

  

ಅರಿಯದೆ ಸರಿಯಿತು ಮನ ಹರಿಯತ್ತ

ಸಿಲುಕದೆ ನುಡಿಯಿತು ಹರಿ ನಾಮ ಚಿತ್ತ

ಅಳುಕದೆ ನಡೆಯಿತು ತನು ಮನ ನಿನ್ನತ್ತ

ತೊಡಕುಗಳ ಭಾವಿಸದೆ,

ಶಂಕೆಗಳ ಛೆದಿಸದೆ,

ಕತ್ತಲಲ್ಲೂ ತೊಡಕದೆ,

ಬೆಳಕಲ್ಲು ಮರೆಯದೆ,

ನಿನ್ನೆಡೆಗೆ ಧಾವಿಸಿತು ಹೆಜ್ಜೆ ಒಂದೊಂದೇ

ತಿಳಿಯದೀ ತಳಮಳ ಮತ್ತಾರಿಗೂ ಪ್ರಿಯತಮ

ತಡೆಯದಿರಿ ನನ್ನ ಹೃದಯದ ಈ ಸರಿಗಮ

ಹೊರಟೆ ನಾ ನಿನ್ನೆಡೆಗೆ ಆಗಲಿ ಸುದರ್ಶನ ನಿಗಮ

ತಪಿಸಿದ ಮನದ, ಆರಾದ್ಯ ದೇವನ, ಸುಸಂಗಮ

ಬಡತನದಿ ಎಡವಿದೆ ಶಿಲೆ ಒಂದನ್ನು

ಮಣ್ಣಾದ ಶಿರವ ಭಾಗಿಸುವೆ ಮನ್ನಿಸೆನ್ನನ್ನು

ಸುರಿಸಿದೆ ನೀ ವರುಣನನು ತೊಲಗಿತು ಕಲೆ ಇನ್ನು

ಹೊಮ್ಬಿಸಲ ತೊಟ್ಟು, ಸಂಸಾರ ಸಾಗರವ ಮೆಟ್ಟು,

ಭಕ್ತಿ ಎಂಬ ಸಿಹಿಯೊಂದ, ಪ್ರೀತಿಯಿಂದ ಉಪಕರಿಸಿ,

ಸಲ್ಲಿಸಲು ತಂದಿರುವೆ ಬೆಂದ ಮನದಲ್ಲಿ,

ಒಲ್ಲೆ ಎನ ಬೇಡ ಬಳಲುತಿರುವೆ ನಾನ್ನಿಲ್ಲಿ

ಕರೆದೊಯ್ಯಿ ನನ್ನನ್ನು ನಿನ್ನ ಜೊತೆಯಲ್ಲಿ

ಶಪಿಸಲಾಗದು ಯಾರನ್ನು ಮುರಳಿ ನಂದನದಲ್ಲಿ

ಬಯಸಲಾಗದು ಎನನ್ನು ನಿನ್ನ ಸನಿಹದಲ್ಲಿ

ತಬ್ಬಿ ಕೇಳುವೆ ಇರಲಾರೆ ನಾನಿಲ್ಲಿ

ಕರೆದೊಯ್ಯಿ ನನ್ನನ್ನು ನಿನ್ನ ಜೊತೆ ವನಮಾಲಿ

2012...Awaited

My 2 yr old sister’s daughter screamed and ran up and down the hall restlessly! My sister picked her up and put her on the balcony. The tree stretched her hands offering beautiful white feather like flowers to the little princess. My princess started cheerfully playing with them…



As I laid on my brother’s lap…I slowly felt my vision blur. Soon I caught myself walking in the middle of the woods. It was sunset time. The glittering orange light colored the evening to look like beautiful bride. I felt blessed! All of a sudden the same pretty white feather like flowers started snow on me when I heard a crispy sound of blowing wind. I turned to check. What I saw was something just simply out of this world!!!!!!!!


A beautiful women around 10 feet tall was floating towards me. She looked amazingly pretty. Her hairs laid slightly curled and danced their way till her shoulders. She wore this pure white fairy gown that perfectly complimented her. She had a perfect smile and extremely love and peace filled eyes. As she came close to me I felt too tiny and untidy. Not bothered she leaned to me and whispered…”Child…I am the Goddess of Death! You complete your dreadful journey here. You may want to rest. Come let me guide you home safe and sound.” All I could do was slip into her welcoming hands and let the divine mother lead me thru! And of course I Happily LIVED ever after!


Death can be beautiful too!!!


All I can feel is a deep sense of satisfaction. There is no need for anything! There are no undone jobs…no attachments no worries…just utter peace…the same peace I felt in the eyes of the Goddess! Hmmm I wonder if I shud I look fwd for 2012 ;)

I always ask...SHE never says NO!

I trembled down again

I stumbled through the drain
I left my heart to tread
The unknown fearsome dread

When fate stuck me again
I cried but in vain
Sure it was a blunder

Once lost n found heart’s murder

Learnt to swim before I drowned

I turned to see the world I lost

Dark was with in and out

Failure knocked brutally rout

Shocked to see HER standing right behind me
I grabbed her again and SHE gently cuddled me
“I am watching you baby” as SHE whispered
“You are just a step away grab my hand” SHE offered

How glad was I to see HER smile

Peak of patience and no regret awhile

I grabbed HER tight in pain of depart

That I forced on in a messy start

“U fall when you are learning to walk

There is no fear as long as I am here to Balk (to stop)

Its not failure it’s a step to THERE

Fear not my child u need to dare”

I hope to end this path soon
And reach my destiny in boon
Reach the sky & touch the moon
Back to home safe and soon!

ಬಿಟ್ಕೊಟ್ ಬಿಟ್ಟೆ ಕಣ್ರೀ

ಅದೇನೋ ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ ಇವತ್ತು ಈ ಡೈಲಾಗ್ ತುಂಬಾ ನೆನಪಾಗ್ತಿದೆ....

"ನಿಮ್ಮ ಟಚ್ಚು, ನಿಮ್ಮ ಬ್ಯೂಟಿ, ನಿಮ್ಮ voiceu , ನಿಮ್ಮ ನೋಟ, ಈ ಬಿಕನಾಸಿ ಮಳೆ, ನಿಮ್ಮ ಗೆಜ್ಜೆ ಸದ್ದು, ಆ watchu , ಆ ರಸ್ಕಾಲ್ ದೇವದಾಸ್ ಗಂಟೆ ಸದ್ದು ಎಲ್ಲ mix ಆಗಿ ನನ್ life ರೆಪೈರೆ ಮಾಡೋಕೆ ಆಗದೆ ಇರೋ ಗಾಯ ಮಾಡಿದೆ. ನನ್ಗೊತೋಗೊಯಿತು ಕಣ್ರೀ ನೀವ್ ನನಗೆ ಸಿಗಲ್ಲ ಅಂತ. ಬಿಟ್ಕೊಟ್  ಬಿಟ್ಟೆ ಕಣ್ರೀ. ನಿಮ್ಮನ್ನ ಪಟೈಸಿ ಲೋಫರ್ ಅನ್ಸ್ಕೊಳೋದಕ್ಕಿಂತ ಒಬ್ಬ descent ಹುಡುಗ ಆಗಿ ಇದ್ಬಿಟ್ರೆ ಸಾಕು ಅನಿಸಬಿಟಿದೆ ಕಣ್ರೀ. ಆದ್ರೆ ಒಂದು ವಿಷ್ಯಾ ತಿಳ್ಕೊಳಿ ನನ್ನಷ್ಟು ನಿಮ್ಮನ್ನ ಇಷ್ಟಪಡವ್ನು ಈ ಭೂಮಿ ಮೇಲೆ ಯಾರು ಸಿಗಲ್ಲ ಕಣ್ರೀ"

Deepawu Ninnade, GaaLiyu Ninnade...Aaradirali BeLaku

ಅಳಿಯಲೆ ನನ್ನನೇ ಓ ನಲ್ಲೆ?

ಮರವೆ ತನ್ನ ಅಪ್ಪಿದ ಬಳ್ಳಿಯ ಕಡಿದಂತೆ

ಬಳ್ಳಿ ಬಾಗಿ ಸುಮವ ಒಲ್ಲೆ ಎಂದಂತೆ

ಸುಮವು ತಾನು ನೆನೆದ ಮುತ್ತಿನ ಹನಿಯ ಭಾರವೆಂದಂತೆ

ಹನಿಯು ಮಣ್ಣಿನ ಪರಿಮಳವ ಬೇಡವೆಂದಂತೆ

ಕೊಳಲು ರಾಗ ಬೇಡವೆಂದು ದೂರ ನಿಂತಂತೆ

ಮುಂಜಾನೆಯು ಮುನಿದು ಕತ್ತಲಲ್ಲಿ ಕುಳಿತಂತೆ

ಹಸಿದ ಮಗುವು ತಾಯಿಯ ಒಲ್ಲೆ ಅಂದೀತೆ?

ನಿನಗೆ ನಾ ಬೇಡವೆಂದು ಮುನಿದರೆ ಹೇಗೆ?

 

 

 

 

ದೀಪವು ನಿನ್ನದೇ ಗಾಳಿಯು ನಿನ್ನದೇ

ಮನವು ನಿನ್ನದೇ ಮುನಿಸು ನಿನ್ನದೇ

ನೆನಪು ನಿನ್ನದೇ ನುಡಿದ ಪದಗಳು ನಿನ್ನದೇ

ಅಳುವು ನಿನ್ನದೇ ಅಳಿಸುವುದು ಹೇಗೆ ನಿನ್ನನೆ? ಅಳಿಯಲೆ ನನ್ನನೇ?

 - ಗುಬಚ್ಚಿ

I Let Go...

My Heart feels heavy to see you with someone else...
but my Heart would break to see you wait for me....

I let go!

So i hold my heart tight and bid u farewell my Love...
Just to see the long lost Smile back on your face, that i used to see everytime you tenderly and assuring held my hand!!!!

MCKS Basic Pranic Healing Workshop: 2-3 April

Pranic Healing an Alternate Therapy brings a special technique to heal you and your loved ones and relieve from your long lasting sufferings.


No Cuts, No operations, no tablets, not even an injection and most of all absolutely no side effects!!
You can do all this yourself!! Sounds interesting???

Things you can expect to learn in the Level 1 Pranic Healing.


�Respiratory system, e.g., asthma

�Circulatory system, e.g., heart ailments


�Gastrointestinal system, e.g., irritable bowel


�Musculoskeletal system, e.g., arthritis and back pain


�Reproductive system,


�Other Healing: Fever, Migraine, BP etc�


�Self Healing


�Pranic Breathing


�Distant Healing


�Scanning


�Meditation on Twin Hearts






It�s a Great pleasure to announce �GMCKS�s Basic Pranic Healing Workshop� Please note the details as mentioned below.






Date:                      2nd & 3rd April 2011
Timings:                9:00 AM to 5:30 PM (lunch and Tea will be provided)
Venue:                   Central Silk Board Staff Quaters Community Hall
Discounted Fee:  Rs. 2000/-  Rs1750/-



Call to Register : 9986427429

Won a Award for this on Women's Day :)

Women I Owe My Life To:

God couldn’t reach everyone….so he sent out his Angel and called them MOM!


Lady with the Essence of an Entire Ocean in her Eyes!
Love of entire Era in her Heart!
One & only one who makes me the princess of her world!


- Ashu

Yeh Dosti ;)

Bday alarm goes trrrrrrrrriiinggg! You take a glance at the time with your eyes half open, that makes ur face swell up to double the size! Then you realize ohh! Its dude’s bday! You call the frd at 12 in the night and say “hey wish you many many happy returns of the day buddy”….ur frd “thx man! Cant believe you actually remembered n kept awake to wish me”

yayyyksss!

Ahhh….errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr………that almost sounds like a scene from most of our lives! But here is something different…..

As I picked up some lame reason to call my brother & as we always do we spoke abt all the non sense in the world to kill time….
trust me they were utterly non sense and we had no clue why we were killing time @ 11:30 PM!! (No jaw drops pls)! rightly said 11:30 in the night my brother & I were busy forcing words in between our yawns…finally when we were sure there was nothing more to discuss the topic He found was Farm Vile in his FB!! I banged my head n promised to insert a bugs bunny into his farm the next time he spoke abt his so called “hard earned pumpkins”.

ooouucchhh! serves me rt!

Well moving on it was almost 11:40…when I resoundingly reminded him of his Chaddi Dost’s bday…who happens to be my best buddy too. I jumped up n screamed….”heyyyyyy 20 mins to go for Dude's bday! Don’t u think we should call him?”

I continued….(Interrupting Interpretation: as a honest confession I stand perfectly true by the words that women are born speakers…I find it difficult to insert commas where full stops are required….on the other hand my bro somehow manages to insert long pauses where commas are required. Patience runs in his blood & I have successfully tamed him to be a good listener (he has no choice). Yes ladies this man actually listens!! He proves it by repeating what u said when u doubt he is not….I know that’s really rare of a kind!!!)


Continuing “bhaiyaa…Dude strictly warned me not to disturb his sleep”


Bro…..”…”

I: “but who cares….lets call”

Bro: “….”

I: “ru calling or shall I call?”

Bro: “….”


I: wait I will call

Bro: “….”

I: oh! Its 11:40! I think u should call….it wont look nice a gal calling so late…hai na?

Bro: (wanted to say shut up shut up shut up just SHUT UP! But said…) “…..”

I: ok u call…ab soch kya raha hai…call karna…conference daal.

Bro: (finally) “ufff...OK”


11:40 the Chaddi Dost picked the call and said “hmmmmm?? “

Bro: “…”

I: “heyyyy wake up ur on con call…”

Bro: “Happy birthday to you….hap…”

I: Bhaiyaa wait it’s not 12 yet!....



Hehe I am sure you got the exact gist of the conversation and all ur (Esply Lady's) sweet empathies will be conveyed to my bro!! And so we went on to wake up the bday boy at wee hours to wish him…


Chaddi Dost: Hey guyssss! so nice to hear from u....!!! wowwww!
 
errrrrrrrrr....error again...
 
CD (Chaddi Dost): What the hell! ru guys human or devils? dont u get some sleep?
I: Bro he is talking to u
Bro: "......"
CD: and you too miss! i told u guys not to wake me...wat crap did i achieve by moving one yr closer to my grave...i dont think i need wishes for that...
 
uhhh! yes at times he manages to shut my mouth!
 
 

Celebrations....To Be Continued

Suna Suna Lamha Lamha....

The Treasure of Distress

The treasure of distress; in the haunt of my bosom

There was pleasure in fighting

In forgiving in chasing

And when all ended, no pause no comma

It was no fake but just a sheer drama



With no trace left behind but only cold memory

Heavy was the charge on my hearts treasury

Ridiculously painful was the teasing story

Once which happened to be my golden glory



Touched no where it deeply sank into me

Clutched no where it was aggressively free

Haunted my thoughts and encouraged me to flee

To no where I knew but on top of the magical tree
 
 
Old and gigantic and stretched till sky


Wide and open were desires high

Dropped me down at good spree

Here I laid death to feed on free

Farewell

I lost without a Game
I lived without a Name

I merged without a Spell
I lived without a Tale

I came to you without a Cart
I call mysef HEART

I gifted you the love Cake
You returned with a Break to Take

I broke without a Sound
I served without a Bond

ln my memories you are treasured Well
With tears I bid you a Fairwell

- Gubachi

Dreaming into Perfection

A journey into myself.


Into the depths and on to the heights…

Loud in silence and silent amidst loud

Here was I unaware and knew what it was

Here was I brooding over abstract thoughts to concretize



Glances of truth; so shallow but so true

Countless as it seems unconquered

Senseless as it seems is the unknown



Ignored and hidden for ages

Laid open in front of our eyes with blindening light

Darkness more available and reached

Obvious and lure…but untrue and delusive



Countless names resounding the same

Countless hearts calling the ONE

When bound together danced in rhythm

He had no choice but to appear in the realm

In delicacy and in love Just as we folded our hands together!

All I knew All I want right in front of me unfolded greater



Speechless, beyond the limits of words

Was my love for the UNKNOWN King

Majestic and royalty much more than I dreamed

Hallowed king with his charming queen

Recalled the empty space in the Scene



Looked alike were the 2 dreams

One real the other rare streams

Held in one hand offered to me

Select the one u need to see

Either my heart or the world in deed



I thought no more and proceeded towards

King of royalty and the heaven upwards

Absolutely still were the stories ahead

No clue if they were huge or confirmed Dead

Trust for HIM whom I knew not more

As it seemed uncertain than ever so far

One step at a time brought me closer

to the lord god who said Welcome to my lover



In true spirits I gazed into the doors

Heavy were the lights that stilled the storms

Doubts disappeared remained the norms

Holy be thy name uttered my forms

Ending the myth I dwelt so far on

Serene in love my world felt in dawn

Fresh and ready all doubts gone



Blue were the dark and wet were sky

Brisk were the roads and flowers all by

Bright were ur rooms as red apple pie

Buried were worries you could say goodbye

Ringing chimes reminders of thy

Brushing ur thoughts for the true ally

Long awaited u see it all

And when you do it seems like just a recall

Awakened from dream or nightmare after all

Hard were the days now let them crawl

Away from you guarded by angelic wall

I wonder was it a dream or am I dreaming now

Perfect it seemed to wake and say chao


- Ashu

Unknown Untread

Lonely hearts and lonely roads are much better compared to broken hearts and broken roads. Walking alone for miles is fine but walking even a mile with someone and treading the rest alone is much more than difficult. As I parked my bike aside I looked around me not to find any familiar face. I searched for a serene place for myself. It was dark and very few people around celebrating Diwali and bursting crackers. Lit by rockets was the sky high above. As I watched the rockets dance their unique way and spill out their colors into the vast spread sky…a drop of tear rolled down my cheek unnoticed. I had no intension of wiping them off either. Blowing winds as if consoling dried them bit by bit. I wandered in my world of thoughts. I felt like a child who had to give away her toy and make no fuss as she was expected to have matured beyond. Confused and refused was well matched state of mine.


Sometimes truth seems so bitter and unacceptable.

I starred at the stars and wondered if I could make any alterations in them to hold him back. Hopeless as it seemed I began to convince myself to ground to reality. Though I tried to run my thoughts thru the tunnel I wanted they kept interrupting by speaking words of distress and pain…Strange but true that some relations end for no good reason…!

GiDDu PuttaNi MakkaLa Raani

Ee chandak rajja hakbeka? Neewe heLi….



Laptop munde itu….hattaru mail gaLa suri maLe ne agtitu. Nidanak ondonde mails ge reply madta manasale ankonde….”yaw angle inda naan leave ali ideeni? Office badlu maneli kutideeni aste difference! L “


“peeepppp” anta mane calling bell ginna joragi school van hodkotu. Amma oLagindle…”Ashu nin tangi bandlu hogi olag karkond ba” andru. Nethige sittu ertu “baagil tanka van bandide. Inu olage barak escort bere na? muddu jasti ayitu. Bartale bidu” anta jadisde. Adak amma “ayo awanu ile bitru awalu ineladru hogtaLe. Adak awanu nawu eeche hogo tanka awaLna iLisode ila” andru. Nannu “oledayithu sayankalad tanka maneli shanti irate” anta goNgta eddu horte.


Gate hatra van inda eradu kaalu horag haki aNNa na (is what she calls him) kayyali jokaali adtidlu. AwaLna nodi one second shock ayitu!! Just 4 hours munche beLage muddagidda magu na idu anstu!!!! Shirt color brown, alla yellow, alla patches of green uhuuu ok Govinda tara multi colors itu. Shoes belage black agitu….iga hmmm….please I can’t look at it anymore!! Ondu juttina ribbon awaLa shoulders dhatti freedom flag tara haradutitu, inondu irle ila!!!


Nanna nodid takshana moote esedage nan tangi na horag hakda awaLa so called aNNa…inu nim karma ano tara. Idak awaLu ondu churu bejar madkoLde one dodda close up smile kottu chang anta egarkond bandu nan kayi hidkondu “Hiiiiiii akka” anta raagwagi heLidlu. Ondu artificial smile bisaki oLag nadi ande. Kodangi tara kuNkond awala eradu juttanu chang chang anta egariskondu olage odidlu…inu shuru asli hungama. Illi tanka shanthi nilaya agidda nam mane prani samoohalaya (zoo) wagi badlawanege olagayithu. Mikka prani sorry MakkaLu kitaki inda pilla-pilla anta nanne nodkondu chorus nali bye aunty anta kugidru. Bayali bettu, kedariro koodlu, Melinda kelgina waregu maNNu….bari ground nale irtara ila class room oLegu hogtara anta genuine doubt ayithu!




Nan tangi ilde iro aa 4hr will always be missed. Literally I couldn’t do even 1/3rd of what I did in those 4 hrs. hidi maneli inelu jaga ila ano tara nangu laptop gu madye turkondu bandu nan thode mele virajisidlu. awaLa avtara nodi “thu koLaki clean ur self first” ande. Kiwi ge beelde iro tara nan laptop ne durgutkond nodtidlu. Yes you are right….with in 5 secs she was all over my keyboard!!! Nange yawdo nightmare nali hagal hotte dabbida hage anstu. “monkey, mangya, kodangi, kathe….nan laptop mutt beda anta esht sari heLila ninge” anta widwidawada bayiguLana awaLa mele surisde. Idyawdaku jagalila awaLa thuntathana. In fact naan bayitorde fuel ano tara bega bega kayige sikid ela buttons mele halle madak shuru madidlu.


Muttaku agade iro tara idda nanna so called “MUDDU” tangi ya eradu kayi serisi temporary prisoner madide. AwaLa kannu inu nan laptop inda ondu inchu alugirlila. Smile ondu inchu kammi agirllila. Current hoDedage chang anta awala eradu kaalna nan laptop mele hakidlu! “That’s it!!” anta kopa dinda awaLna etkond hogi nam amman hatra kitchen nali dabbide. Koiiiiiiiiiiii anta shuru ayithu siren! Ammange chaadi heLak shuru madidlu. Ondu appreciate madbeku….one dialogue suLLu heLade bere awara mele madida halleyanu, tanu niraparaadi annodaste alla…amayaka bali pashu anno tara heLo talent only nan tangi du! “nodamma nan enu madlila…sumne heegande” anta stove mele iro bisi cooker mele demo kotlu. Kitarrrrrrrrr anta kirchi aLLu inu jorr madidlu.


Pakkada maneyawrigela nam putti mado A to Z gaLate daily routine agbititu. Kaveri nadhi ne kaNNalide anotara bekkadaga bedwada ela wishyaku dharaLawagi kaNNeeru suristidlu. kaNNeeru kenneya mele harida ashtu bhaga matra nan tangi original skin color antu intu kaNistu! Samadhana madta nam amma, awaLu kayige sikide chance ano tara etkondu washroom ge hodru. Back in the sweet innocent looks nan tangi fresh agi awaLa original color nali horag bandlu. “Red Alert” arta madkondu nanu nan laptop na widhi washat shutdown madi oLagitte.

Ali tanka roomalidawaLu Enu age ila anno tara matte bandu nan thode mele kutkondu ondu innocent killer smile kotlu!!! I swear inta look idwargu yaru kotirlila….matadaku agade iro ashtu nakkidmele samadhana madkonde! Yak akka heege naktidaLe anta nanne confused smile ali nodtidlu. 2 inch tangi mukkadmele enila andru 3 inch make up ittu. Pakka joker!!! Lipstick lips aste alla meese kuda agitu. Ole pakka paan effectu!!! Kenne mele rose powder was generously used! Ishtu saldu anta gaLLadmele awLige awaLe ondu drushti battu bere itkondidlu…(it was very much required;) you see….nagbedree) perfume ghaatt thadkoLak agde door open madide! Wait a minute….”ele siktu ninge idela…” anta nan inu sentence complete madak munche ne gate inda aache ade huli weshadali odi hogidlu.

Crime scene description:

Nanna white bed mele nan bag bidittu. Adara oLagiro ela samanu horage challa pilli agi bidittu. Lipstick arda kali agidre inarda muridu nanna WHITE bed mele biditu L “amma….this is too much. Nodu nin muddina magaLa hawali. Wait minute…nan office ID eli?” nan tangi na hudukondu roadige bande. Ali nodida drushya nodi nan tale one second guyyyyyy anta tirigtu. Nam mane eduru iro under construction mane puttani sainyada office agitu. Elarigu sikida onde ID card na bari bari yagi elaru kitogiro cement gode mele swipe madtidru!! Wipro paristiti na nan tangi ee mattake iLLisidlu. Ale hogi ondu kottu nan card kitkondu bande. As usual matte siren and chaadi and bla bla…nambidre nambi bitre bidi heegu unte…anno tara nam amma konege bayididu nanne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


“Adu magu adakenu gotagute nin samanu neen jopanwagi itkobeku” andru!! Ee sentence keLi nowagi manasu bharawagi…Nan bag pack madi, nan laptop togondu seeda office ge bandu nan kelasa mundu warisde. awaLa mukha nan kaNN munde bandagela…thaanage I would start smiling….and nidanawagi smile hogi laugh agtitu!! Children are excellent stress buster anta keLide…ya its true but conditions apply ;). Dina nanu manege barode kaadu bandid takshana one tight hug ali iro sukha ne bere. Nanu edeLoke munche ne school ge hogiro and office inda baro ashtrali arda nidde kaNNaliro nan tangi is heavenly and lovely and my darling princess….and of course very good stress buster ;) rajja hakidre matra yakadru hakidno anso talented tangi elarigu siglii…inta inashtu blogs barli….anta ashisutta…


Preetiya Besattu hogiro Akka….!

Maleyali Joteyali

jigi jigi anta male surititu. Nillo hesare ila. Nanna coffee mug nalli ondashtu bisi neeru surkondu chali yali adanne amruta anotara sawita ninte. Hectic life nali ee putta putta breakse dodda sambrama anstitu. Onde Gudugige kitaki baglu haki kutkotidawalu iwatu adu joragi sididru adeko nanu ondu sari nu bech bilalila. Kayaliro coffee aka hot water na marethu nanna manasu inelo heje hakak shuru madidawu.

“Bega bega heje haaku male shuru agbidate” anta amma nan kayaliro bag and basket tann mele hottkondu nanna kayi hidkondu eLkond hogtidru. maLe bandre nenyo kushi ee ammange en gottu ankondu nanu bekanta nidhank naditidde. Adre amman strong prayersgo eno naw mane talpode kayitiro hage barrrrrr anta surititu. Amman permission togondu hittalali chatri hidkondu ondu putt chair mele kutkondu male na anandisode one tara hobby. Idanna nodi pakkad mane sunitha nu galate madi awala ajji kayali ondu chairu chatri arrange madisawlu. Ibru paper art classes shuru hachkotidwi. Chitra wichitra boatsu, rocketsu, kumkumad batlu neerali telbidtidwi. Male ninta pariwu ilde chatri na hage hidkondu craft wk nali magna agirtidwi. Amma konege bandu ondu kottu “ayo paapishte…class notebook pages ela haLag hoyithu! Chatri hidkonde ishtondu nendya…nadi olage” anta eLkond hogawaru…naanu sunitha aa bayiguLa namgalweno ano tara adeno achieve madiro hage smile madkondu bye antidwi J

Classali lecturer heLo ondu pada nu kelisde iro tara pata pata anta maLeraya class togotidda. Namgu lecture keli keli bore agitu…hosa lecturee inu impagittu. Kitki inda ache nodide library munde dappa dappa hanigaLu Melinda jigiyuta neerali maduta ida art work na. Ondu huduga tanna jacket anu tegedu awana pakadalida hudugiya tale mele haki awala kayi hididu cafeteria olage elkond hogtidda. “Ashwini…” anta yaro kugidaga bech biddu tirugide. Reena maam nanne gurrr anta nodtidru. “can u just repeat what I said” andru. “No maam” anta nija heLide. Idak hiidii class loll anta naga todagitu. “what were you staring at?’ anta tanna kayina sontad mele itkondu sotta mukha madkondu kelidru…ondu kshana definitely not you anoNa ansitu. Nanu uttara kodade irodu nodi “get out of the class” andru…inta ole chance yaradru miss madkotara? Nan books na atra atra wagi bagali turki “thank you maam” andu odide. Matte class ela joragi nagak shuru madthu…”silence silence” anta Reena kugtidu kelistitu…last period with attendance adu inta maLeli ache baro maja ne bere.

Ale cafeteria hatra purti nambike inda kayitide. 5 nimishak nan frds ibru odi bandru. Elaru nam nam bike hatkondu maLeli long drive anta hortwi…….appa amma petrol hakistare, lecturer attendance admele horag haktare, varuna deva unlimited H20 suristane…yariguntu yarigila…

Kahani mein twist ano tara nanna lifeina roller coaster ride muttida kahi mattadallu kuda konege maLeyee nanna sangati ayithu. Tangali tirugi Birugali adaga bechada manawunte?

Hasirada hullu santruptiyagi nanna suttalu nintidlu. Ondu gante kala hege kalitu antle gotaglila. Tale bagisdawalu aa pura ondu gante bombe tara kutide. kiwigaLige bidda kone pada….”nan barla?” tale etti mosada kannannu nodlu dairya aglila. Nan uttaraku kayade eddu horeta hejeya sappala keli hindendu anubhawisadanta agaadawada nowu…kann tumba tumbikonda hannigalu hasirada hullina mele muttinante biddawu. Ee muttanu muchidalende suridante sooo endu onde samane maLe suriyak shuru ayithu. Yawaglu nanna kushige sangati ada maLe iwatu nanna jote adu dharakarawagi aLutitu. Kunthage kuthu tale nu ettade nanna manasige saku aniso tanka attbite! Awatu ammana toLali sigo asare nange a maLe kodtitu! Jeevandale modalne sari gudugige bech biLtide. Chali go ila nan udrekwada bhawanego nadugutidda nange mane kade dari maretante anisutitu. Indeko maLe na nodidre anandakinta bhaya ne hechagitu.

Preetigu Bhayaku ishtondu hatira sambanda anta igle tiLdidu! nanna putta hrudayada dhatta badita...kahi nanpagaLannu maresi bhayawanu matra uLisikondide...

Rescue Team...Suggestions please

Little steps at a time as I walked in into my new company campus. I looked very confidant but internally I shivered to the core. Felt awful to depend on some one for every petty stuff…even going to the rest room!!! How embarrassing can this get?!

Slowly embarrassment took the back seat and curiosity creeped in! Pools, hang out spots, (dudes), basketball courts, Football courts,

Tennis Court

….wow!!

Now focus on my problem…….

Forced Schedule:

Coffee breaks – 1 hour

Canteen breaks – 1 Hr 30 mins

Mail Checking – 30 mins

Junk mails – 1 hr

Reading books / Magazine / Newspaper – 1 hr

Over all 5 hrs! How the hell am I supposed to spend the rest of 4hr 30 mins in this office? Darn!! Anybody has any suggestions to cut time?

Restrictions:

All Sites Blocked! Including Google (yawnnnnnn)

Explored the home pages….ahhhhhhhh (wider yawn)

Inspiration:

Manager. Very inspiring. Oh chuck it he is darn handsome!!!!!!!!! Droolllll :P

Oh man I cant believe I cant think of any other inspiration to come to off!!

Lifeu Ishtene...

“Heavy trafficgaLu, kirachado carugaLu! Adaku joragi harado deadline nenapugaLu and Friday urgentali ardak bittu banda incomplete workgaLu”…sounds familiar? Ya ya I am talking abt Monday mornings in a typical IT company.



Weekend nidde kettu, udda udda line ali nintu, padbarda kashta pattu, black nali, jagaladi, dodda sadhane madidante kondukonda ticket gaLu…houdree…no points for guessing…PANCHARANGI nodide.


Whistle gaLa haawaLigaLu, Film dialogue ge punch line seriso wishesha prekashakrugaLu, madye koiii ano chille pille gaLu, aa chille pille na ettikondu, screen na aase inda nodta, hendati na durgutkond nodta aache hogo responsible fathergaLu. Sadya hodralla anta eradu chair serskond 5 nimsha aramagi kutkolana ano Preetiya heNdatiyaru….iwellara madye yawaglu PVR nali film nodowru ticket sigde, bere gati ilde, aase nu bidak agade, “Appa…bhagwanta nan ninge bedwadnenappa” ankolawaru idru…(I was one among them).


Munde kaal idak jaga ila, pakkadali kayi needak jaga ila…olle kuri marigaLna van ali tumbis kond hogo tara nammana theater nali tursidru! Madye katta katta ano fanu…gaali matra uhuuu!! Agaga duuummm anta Pataki bere hoditidru (yes inside the theatre)!


Ee heavy gojlu madye nanna vichariskoLak agaga ondu puttu illi mari ceiling ninda iNki iNki pilla pilla anta nodtitu. Pakkadali aNNana kayi giNchi…heyyyyyy illiiiii anta nan kugidre! Duddu kottirodu munde iro dodda screen nodak adu bittu mele iro putt illi nodtidyalla anta nange lecture! Bagon resistant soLLe gaLu bere yarannu kachde nanna matra kachtitu…PVR hudugi UMA theatre ge bandre soLLe, illi, jirLe ela vichariskoLatamma anta nan aNNa screen inda ondu inchu tirgade, kannu mitiksde, samadhana madida!


Whistle madye dialogue kelisde idaga nanna pakkadaLidawanige sariyagi ettu ondu kodana anstitu!! But in view of public interest sumnagtide. Wishya enappa andre appa ammange frd serious ante nodkond bartini anta suLLu heLi ishtu kashta pattu film nodak hogodu nijwaglu worthaa? Ee question ge Nimma Nimma reetiyali nimge neeve uttara kotkoLi.


Houdree office ali kelasa ila! AC adrinda soLLe, Jirle, illi…idyawdu kaNistila. Mattee….matte…shhh…Dignath na mareyaku agtila….!! ;) awane sakshat agi bandu “kanda...” oh che…sorry retakeee…”sundari…nanna hesarannu heLi ondu blog anu bari…ninge Vijaya kandita…nanna abhimanigaLu idannu odi trupti padali…love you” anda hage anstu…


Monday morningaLu, trin trin anta agaga badkoLo phone gaLu, Chitra vichitra ringtonegaLu, samshana mouna cubicle gaLu…manager karegaLu…oh gotta go…


Hmmm life ishtene…

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- ಅಶ್ವಿನಿ

Until I realised

All of Sudden...
life looked complicated,
Relations felt Challenging,
Future looked lonely...

Until i realised i was alone all this while too!

All of a sudden...
The days felt longer,
clouds looked gloomier,
flowers looked paler

Until I realised it was dark in my heart and not outside!

All of sudden...
Birds chirped no more,
Angels wispered no more,
the breeze stood still,

Until I realised it was my emotions that were stoned!

I just smiled to myself and said "u were rt! loneliness haunts! hope u wont leave me too!"

Preethi kotta Radhege Mathu Kotta Madhawa - HS Venkateshmurthy

Preethi Kotta Radhege

Mathu Kotta Madhawa

Tanalidda koLaLige

Raaga theththa Madhawa

Gandha kotta hennige Anda kotta Madhawa

Anna kotta bhaktage Honna kotta Madhawa

Halu kotta vidhurage BaLu kotta Madhawa

Deha kotta maNige jeeva kotta Madhawa

Preethe kotta Radhege Mathu Kotta Madhawa....

Lokada Kannige Radheyu By HS Venkateshmurthy

Lokada Kannige Radheyu kuda,

Ellarante ondu hennu

Nangu aake Krishnana torida

Preetiyu needida kannu

Tingala Ratri thoreya Sameepa

Uridare yawudo Deepa

Yaro Mohana yawa Radhego

Padutihanu paritaapa

Nanu Nanadu Nannawaremba

Halawu thodakugaLa meeri

Bhawisili Seralu Brundawanawa

Radhe toruwaLu daari

Mahapravaha...Maharavaha....

tadeyuwarilla patrawirada tore preethi

Toredaru tanna toreyadu priyana

radheya preethiya neeti idu Radheya Preetiya neeti...

Yelli Jaritho Manawu - Dr NS Lakshminarayana Bhatta

yelli jaritho Manawu yelle Meerito
Yelli Aleyutihodo ekko nilladayitho

Dooradondu teeradinda
theli parijatha ganda
Daati banthu beli Saala
meeti haLeya Madhura raaga

Baaninalli onti tare
sone suriwa irula more
katalali kuLitu oLage
bikkuthihalu yaaro neere

Hinde yawa janmadallo
Nimma prema jalada kampu
Bandu cheeruvedeya bhaava
heLalaare taLalaare....

Yawa Mohana Murali Kareyithu - Gopalakrishna Adiga

Yawa Mohana Murali kareyithu

Doora Teerak Ninnanu

Yawa brundawanu Seleyithu

Ninna Mannina Kannanu....

Hoowu hasige Chandra Chandana

Bahu bandana chumbana

Bayake thottada Beliyolage

Karanagandi ringana....

Sapta Sagaradache ello

Supta Sagar kaadide

Moreyadalegala Mukha marmara

Indu iligu haayite...

Yawa Mohana Murali Kareyithu

Idakidanate ninnanu

Yawa brundawanawu Chachithu

Tanna Minchina Kayinu....